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This is how the world ends...

Connor and Ty and Implosions.

I told everyone around me not to worry... yet here I am, sittin' in my car, parked in Ty's apartment's parking garage. Just sitting. For an hour. Because I'm afraid to go in. A bit hypocritical, one might say... but I hadn't wanted to worry anyone. Maybe he won't do anything. Maybe he'll just throw me out and tell me to get the fuck out of his life already. But I'm not betting on it.

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Body Shots - LoongSoul Ivan (Connor)

So... someone requested these a while back and I was kind of waiting until I had the house to myself to do them (you'll know why when you look XD). So I got some time this weekend! Finally~ lols.

Con says he was only too happy to oblige this person's request... even if they claimed to not actually be the reason for it. ;)

Body Shots of a LoongSoul Ivan (73cm boy body) - a little bit of posing but mostly just er... showing off? XD



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Family Photos

So the main reason Con got a larger form (and that I have been wanting one for him for... a really long time) is because he looked silly with Ni (MSD/SD are totally not proportionate to each other, Volks!). So of course now he's here, I wanted to get some family shots (sorry Wolfie; no body shots, yet - maybe tomorrow when the 'rents are out XD).

Smaller post of pics up on DoA here, or see more below the cut:
http://www.denofangels.com/forums/showthread.php?500944



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Gyaaaaa!!! I'm so happy!!! XDDD *tries to contain her girlish glee*
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Random Find of the Day - Old Pictures

Had reason to look up Alex's kimono pictures today and realized I never posted this one... o_O Back when Alex and Vic had a shoot together, I'd also taken some of just Alex, but they never got posted anywhere for some reason. o_O

Ah, well... here's one I did today. XD



Picaso is fun. :3
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So... some dolls being sold... some being REPLACED.

Okay, so some of you may have caught in my sales post there are 2 dolls up for sale which are definitely for sale, even if I do make enough from other sales to move out. Those two dolls are Connor (SK Snyder) and Ty (Limho Mono). Well, maybe Ty (I adore the Mono)... but lil!Con for sure, definitely. The reason being that he is not only being sold for moving money... but also because his doll form has been upgraded! :D

For the past few months, I've had a boy on layaway and he finally showed up this week! I remember the first time I saw him, my jaw almost literally dropped and I thought, "OMG it's a grown-up Con!" It was awesome; I felt like the sculptor had literally plucked the boy out of my head. It's mostly in the eyes, and lips, and the jaw line (from the front), and just... just the feel of him. Also, his body is perfect for Con; fit and lean with such nice, broad shoulders~ <3 So it had to happen. I sat on the idea for about... hm... a year? XD But then finally bit the bullet a few months ago and got him on layaway.

So without further ado... let me introduce you all to the new Connor: a LoongSoul Ivan!



(DoA post with just 10 pics here: http://www.denofangels.com/forums/showthread.php?499684)

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Credits:
Connor: LoongSoul Ivan, NS Pink, 73.5cm, Default Faceup (he was perfect as is XD)
Wig: Leekeworld Ltd. "RealCarrot" LR-076 E
Eyes; 16mm Green Glass (2nd hand - maker unknown)
Shirt: Souldoll
Pants: Kondoll
Shoes: Leekeworld
keeley polaroid

I think I'll miss you most of all, Scarecrow - Sales Posts up on DoA

Finally done - OMG that took me 2 whole freaking hours!!! Guh. I knew it was gonna be a job, but my god...

Okay, so Sales Posts are officially up on Den of Angels:

Nana (a.k.a. Former Ni)/Mimi13 Head + SD Body

Aniqa/Angell Studio Ltd Mandarava (1/4 Size)

Keeley/Dollzone Feilian (1/4 girl)

Connor/SoulKid Snyder (1/4 boy)

Ty/Limho Mono (1/4 boy)

Halla/SD13 modded Emma w/ SD13 girl body

Ray/Volks Tony head + SD13 Reg. Leg Boy Body

Mischa/Volks SWD Syo + Jointed SD Boy Body

...

...

...

Oh, I feel sick... T_T ... >> ... You know who I'd miss the most? You may all think I'm nuts... but it's Keeley. Gya! Probably no one will want her for that price anyway, though I think she's worth it, being magic and all... It's so stupid; i actually hope no one makes an offer on her. Then I won't have to feel bad keeping her... >> Ya, that particular sale offer may not last long... Everyone else... well, I don't like giving them up, but I'm pretty set on them. Everyone but her...
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Sales?

So here's the thing... I need a place of my own. Seriously. I'd like to be moved out by my birthday (it's in June; New Year's Goal!). To help make this happen, I will be parting with some of my collection (:O). So how to do this... Well, I've decided I'm going to put up as many dolls as I can bear to part with and once I've sold enough to reach a certain level of funds, I'll take down whoever remains and keep 'em.

So grab 'em while you can. Is all I'm saying... These offers may not last.

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Who's up for sale?

Nana (a.k.a. Former Ni)/Mimi13 Head + SD Body
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Aniqa/Angell Studio Ltd Mandarava (1/4 Size)
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Keeley/Dollzone Feilian (1/4 girl)
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Connor/SoulKid Snyder (1/4 boy)
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Ty/Limho Mono (1/4 boy)
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Halla/SD13 modded Emma w/ SD13 girl body
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Ray/Volks Tony head + SD13 Reg. Leg Boy Body
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Mischa/Volks SWD Syo + Jointed SD Boy Body
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Aaaaand... I can't bear the thought of putting anyone else up, so that's gotta be it, I guess. ^^;;;

PLEASE keep in mind that remaining dolls will NO LONGER be for sale once I've made what I need to move out. Once that cap is reached, sales will be over (except perhaps for Con/Snyder and Ty/Mono, who actually have SD-size replacements on the way... but maybe them, too; I'm not decided yet).

*and she shakily presses 'submit' and hopes she doesn't regret this*
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Feel like writing sad things tonight...

Reading back through some of my stories (I wrote a lot about Ty/Con... o_O) and I was reminded of a scene that came to me years ago back when I was still writing Ty with myarmcanfly's Rom. They were at the lake, and Ty... alluded to it, but I don't think ever went into detail, if memory serves. And yet the thought... the memory if you will allow me the use of the term... of the incident lodged itself in my mind with a surety, almost as if it actually did happen... as if I can really remember it. And tonight I am listening to beautiful music and it reminds me of heartache and longing and the heart-ripped-out ache of loss... and it makes me feel like writing.

It's short... and there isn't much explanation. If it must be told at all, he will insist on that much.

* * *

The house is hushed as he steps into it out of the pounding July heat. The little window-box air conditioner hums as if it might fall apart and he'd swear he could hear a buzz of flies somewhere. But it's empty... it feels empty, the way places do when the only noises being made aren't being made by living, breathing people. "Mom?!" he calls out, just in case. She's supposed to be home; he was supposed to come in and get her for church. People are waiting. His Grandfather is waiting in the run-down red pick-up truck outside, the one that smells funny. You do not miss church in Christ's Cross.

His footsteps make the old stairs creak painfully and echo in the silence. The afternoon light shifts on peeling wallpaper, creeping in through the windows. Her bedroom is empty, but his Mother's Sunday dress is laid out on her bed, waiting. He backs out of the room. The bathroom door across the hall is ajar. He hears the sound of flies again. A buzzing in his head. He pushes the door open. The walls are yellow-white. The shower curtain has little yellow and green flowers on it. The water is red. It takes a moment to register. It's not the right colour.

"Mom!" He rushes to her side, pulls her out of the water. She's covered in red. Everything is red. She's still wearing her slip. Why is she dressed? In the bath? Her eyes aren't right. They stare. The water is already cold. "Mom!" She just stares. She's so heavy. She's gone. She's fucking left. Left him. Left him here in this fucked-up house. Alone.

She did this. He pulls her arms out of the water. Her wrist. Her left wrist gapes open, redder than the water. Time rushes back in with that realization. Heat floods his veins. The water isn't so cold anymore. The fucking bitch had dragged him here and then fucking left him. "Fucking damn you, you fucking whore!" he screams as he grips her hair, blond hair dyed to red, and smacks it against the tub with a dull crack. Her eyes don't change. Her face stays the same. He does it again. There is a rush of footsteps on the stairs and down the hallway. Someone is screaming obscenities. Someone is grabbing his arms, pulling him off of his Mother. Some of her hair comes with him, tangled in his white-knuckled grip. He is flung against the sink, his head hitting the cold porcelain. His vision blurs for an instant.

His Grandfather's fury and fear fills it when it clears. He is the Devil himself, Satan come to poison their lives and steal his daughter's soul. "Get out!" is screamed at him, over and over. A heavy boot connects with his back as he tries, sending him sprawling into the hallway, onto the rotting floorboards. The world tips sideways and something wet and sticky drips into his eyes. The world is tainted red. It fits. He half-falls down the stairs. He finds his Grandfather's keys - not to the dirty truck, but to the cramped little car he keeps in the garage. The one meant for city driving. The one that had taken him away from his home and to all of this
shit years ago.

He will go back.

He will go back.

Nothing here for him, now.

Nothing.

Nothing here.
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Kim Heechul is a Genius... and Beautiful, with a Beautiful Heart



Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful... So beautiful.

Kim Jang Hoon, Kim Hee Chul - Breakups Are So Like Me (이별 참 나답다)

Kim Jang Hoon, Super Junior's Kim Hee Chul
Collaboration to all my broken hearts
This is an "Age 12 And Over" project ye hear me- let's bring on

I want to hold onto you
But eventually, I let you go
Hahahaha I will laugh
Hahahaha I will laugh as I let you go

Even if I say sorry sorry sorry sorry to you
I have a simple simple simple simple simple love
My love has stopped- I need to fight this alone tonight
Even if I'm lonely, I won't make it noticeable

* Love is leaving me- I forcefully try to laugh
I want to let you go composedly
But I loved you more than life
You are so cool about this and I'm always clinging onto you
Breakups are so like me

I endured through this with pride alone
Though I begged, you still left
Hahahaha I will laugh
Hahahaha I will laugh as I let you go

Even if I worry worry worry worry inside
We will break it break it break it break it break it love
On the day you left, I cried all night
But in front of you, I hold it in

* repeat

People with a lot of anger
People who went through separation
People who are hard-hearted
Everyone, let us laugh

* repeat
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